i've been tagged by ying( :

according to the rules of the game, i hafta post five random stuff abt myself alrite i shall just do it.

1.i hate myself for not being myself(i belief there are times when u feel the same)

2.i hope i can spend a night at the beach(not alone o coz) becoz i tink tis is really wonderful!!!!!!!

3.i love to sing.i sing when i m bored, i sing when i am sad, i sing when i heard a nice song and really want to learn how to sing and i sing when i feel like singing.when i m singing i feel great.i do not have to bother if my singing is gd or not since i can just imagine there will be people listening to me if i sing out loud.i am confident of myself when singing(tis does not mean tat i m confident of my singing) and very much at ease.

4.i dislike socialising and interacting w people i do not noe very well.i find it hard to find topics to tok to them.i m very amazed how some others can tok to people they just met and alwaes there is laughter and joy.i really hate the moments when the conversation just dies off and i still cant find beta things to tok but to spend the rest of the time in silence.sometimes in order to avoid such situations i may choose to ignore the person.tis is why i do not initate those 'hi's becoz i m afraid people will just ignore me and not say 'hi' back.i do not do suct initiation most o the times.tis is not dao ba i hope...when i m with a grp o people i m comfortable with, i mix well(at least i tink so) and i will try to make them laugh becoz i tink laughter is contagious.laugh when u need to and cry when u want.

5.i really hate it when people tok in a very-matter-of-fact tone when they could not even understand the situation becoz they themselves are not the ones involved.when people are looking for u to ask for comfort,obviously they are looking for nice answers and replies and not stuff tat we all noe but no one can actually achieved it like 'forget abt the past and live on'.o coz i noe tat and i believed u not this too but can u actually forget the past?if u can den there wun be the existence of the word 'memory' alrdy.plz do not sae things like i understand how u feel dun cry liao becoz u dun noe at all unless u have been thro it urself..why dun u sae cry ba i can alwaes lend u my shoulders?seems like i m beginning to tok crap le shall stop here.

i dun think i will make people do tis.if u read tis and feel like u want to write sth abt urself too den rite.yah i tink tis is beta..

admiring the sunset @ 5:03 PM