emotional maturity- the ability to express your feelings and convictions with courage, balanced with consideration for the feelings and convictions of others. i dun tink i haf this.i m not mature enuff to handle my emotions i guess.when i hate someone i find it difficult to tok to the person.i dun understand how people can just tok to anyone like they are all gd frenz of theirs.i dont respect the person if i dun tink he or she deserve my respect despite being thought in cme lessons to respect all zhang beis.i dun mind pple scolding me if i deserve the scolding but there are jux sm people hu likes to scold pple for nth and its clearly not my fault.i hate these people.i dun like myself when i cant control and cry.so i guess people like me cant do much significant stuff, not the calm and stable type, no courage nor bravery..

humans are all very weird, at least i tink so.they, or rather we, there are things which we wanted v much to achieve or get, thinking that these are the things which we want, things which make our lives happier and more enjoyable.however, always, we jux cant get these things.things wanted are things not acheivable but things not wanted will always b w u..yet those hu got the things which u wanted are not happy and complaining..we are always not happy nor satisfied w our lives..live is so sian w all the routine stuff, and this cycle just continues itself..dreams are always perfect and beautiful but reality is cruel and bitter..

i dunno but i tink life really nids motivation to kip u gg..a source o energy will motivate u to work harder and persevere on..it really gd when there is such motivation but i m not sure if i have found mine..wad abt u?

snrs gg in for ns saeing its v sian.no freedom and controlled..perhaps i shd b thankful tat gals nid not serve?or shd i not?signing on?i did tot abt this but this is not gg to b poss..

finally i haf bot yanzi's album..cool.. at least this is sth which can make me happy..nice music, nice album, nice voice.

admiring the sunset @ 2:21 PM