i used to belief tat if i tried my best it would have been sufficient.even if i din not achieve wat i wanted initially pple will noe tat at least i tried very hard too.however i realised i was wrong and i began to doubt my belief..she violated this belief i haf.i hate teachers hu jugde students by their results.i hate teachers whose teaching varies depending on his or her mood..i hate teachers hu tink they themselves are very wonderful frenz o ours when they are actually not.is it really the attitude of the students that matter?if i ask more questions in class does this mean tat i m paying attention?yet, if i m quiet, does tis mean tat i m not listening to wat u are saeing??a gd teacher is one tat really helps the students improve, by seeing wat he or she nids and helping him or her on tat and not jux pointing hu is gd but hu is not..at least this is wad i tink.after scolding den sae that plz dun take it too personally, sorry i cant do this.its like after u slap smone den sae i m sorry becoz i did that i a fit o anger.can u accept this?i really cant.if this is gg to be ow the society is like when i go out to work, i mux sae i m still v lucky den becoz i haf not met anyone like this b4.

when i hate someone i cant stand every element in her.no matter wad she sae, wad she does i jux couldnt tolerate.i noe u hafta to be objective but i cant do it.i dislike myself when i did nasty things that i wun not haf done if not for her.wadeva i m not gg to bother further jux let things progress the way they are then.

chinese new yr is cuming, a festive worth celebrating.one more week.feeling excited?probably.how i wish i can fang bian pao during cny.is tis a tm for relatives to gather?perhaps.or is this jux a dae to find out how things haf been to satisfy our curiousty for eg"when will u b married","why din u haf a galfriend","hows ur study" etc.are these really questions out of concern?i dunno.or is it anot dae to play and gamble?for sm pple this is true.mb it is jux a fews daes o the hectic schedule.is cny a dae when u will b reminded smone?for me it does.at least i gif this matter a serious thought when i heard wat the dj sae in his program.wad abt u?does cny hold any significance for u?

admiring the sunset @ 10:27 PM