finally, everything has ended.all has been decided and we will just have to leave it to fate.i have already done my best but apparently there are still questions which i cant do.there are bound to be questions we cant do in an exam perhaps.i really dont understand why teachers like to use students' results as a measure of how much effort he or she has put in in the subject.is this a good measure?does results show a person's chareacter?does results show how well his or her interpersonal relationship is?whatever, its not up to me to decide anywhere..it has been a long time since i last updated, all thanks to the common tests.so i shall make an update o my days these few weeks.although its a bit not up to date but i decide to do it no matter what.haha i will try to write in poper english as far as possible but i suppose it is going to be a failed attempt again...

12 march, sunday
went to watch huangcheng 2006.omg!!something bad happened again..thinking that i was late for the show i was quite worried when i was on the train..but still luckily i made it on time. however on my way rushing to vt, my sandals failed me!!!!so malu dragged myself there..i hope no one actually found out that..fortunately, i wore jeans and not skirt otherwise it would be worse..omg my luck has been quite down hope my luck wasnt that bad when i was doing those mcqs for common tests.it was a wonderful show!good job people:) i remember the hui yi guan li yuan part.it left some impact on me..i never thought that i would be sitting at the audience seats this year when i was on stage last year.seating there and being on stage, i assure u the feeling is different.when i saw their xiemu there is perhaps this huang cheng spirit there and everyone was singing the song with pride.i remembered i did too...perhaps like wad the show suggested, it is really time to let go.if i dont it will only bring me more misery.perhaps i dont know.yet, there will always be things that u try hard to forget yet u will always be reminded of those memories.for me, it is these bits of memories that pull me through certain times.to let go and forget, i suppose it will be very difficult..yes very difficult..

other than this eventful day the other days in the holidays have been spent studying and mugging and studying..of course with long breaks in between so it doesnt deserve much mention from me.then its common test week..and after the phy spa paper, we went kbox.wow its an enjoyable experience.singing and eating a delicious lunch.singing is fun!singing makes me happy.it is something i really enjoyed doing:))something funny happen when we were singing though.those people next door were all shouting and screaming obviously it doesnt sound nice so i decided to urge everyone to shout and scream too.haha..to revenge...and we did!but...the waiter so blur choose this timing to come in to clear the cups..he must be thinking we are crazy...still, kbox-ing is fun!!!go kbox!!!!!!!but must always remember to bring sweater there..hehe..its enrchment week next week.hopefully we do get enriched..there are lots of e learning modules going on and this really turns people off...

there are times when u miss someone and u think of different people under different circumstances.there is someone whom i am thinking about now but so what..it makes no difference..no one bothers...perhaps time is a good cure for all illnesses at least it has cured one of mine...i hope time is really all i needed...i hope there is always a better tomorrow..

admiring the sunset @ 4:59 PM