i seem to c cockroaches everydae..im real scared o them lei..wed i was scared by e cockroach for four times k..and it was the same one..when i open he tray to load paper..i saw it e first tm..scared and screamed..den i quickly close it and open the second tray to load more paper..den to my horror, it crawled to the second tray as well!argh!!scared again..den i left the machine on its own to print..haha i was wondering if the papers coming out will haf the cockroach's body not..obviously it din..wanted to load the coloured paper to print the attendance..i pulled out the tray and the cockroach dropped out o the tray and went under the machine..argh!!so scared..i screamed again..and i was so afraid to go near the machine..the forth time was when i wanted to collect the printed materials and it came out again..omg!!pls dun let me see them again la..real real scared k..thur i saw two again..one was discovered by the students and i ask one teacher to kill it and get rid for me..thx lots man..the other was when i was emptying the dustbin and a dead one was found there..omg..i tink such scenes gonna happen everydae..oh gosh..is there sth tat can get rid of them w/o me having to clear the dead ones?lyk they can disappear themselves kind?im sure it will sell..i will be the first to buy..

i was stupid enuf to leave my keys in the centre on wed..haha u mux be wondering y din i go back to take rite?well, its coz the door does not haf a handle,ie u will nid a key to pull the door open..so if i dun haf key cant open,even if its not locked..luckily he has makeup on thur..else i dunno how im gg to open door la..so thankful for him..did thank him after i went in=) well den the unhappy part started..she called to change the date for the makeup to thur itself..which was lyk erm so last min..hafta call parents and ask them but obviously there are sm hu is unreachable..in the end, due to the poor turnout, the makeup remained as scheduled..so nidda call parents again..of coz scolded by sm hu ask y we kip changing tm..and she ask me to do sth ridiculous jux bcoz no one was able to fetch the student for the makeup..shd i agree?or rather i was forced to agree..

thur was a lousy dae..i haf lots o things to print, for classes on fri and sat..i went to buy lunch for her, fetch student fr student care, brg her for piano and later back hm..wa seh travel a lot k..most o which wasnt within my work scope..its not me the one hu agreed to do all these..but bcoz i was taking over her duties make it 理所当然 tat i hafta?well mb tats how the world functions..有时候是出自一番好意，好心去带，有时候是认为这样也不错可以打发一些时间，但他人却不会把这份情放在心里，反而还会骂人。真意忘恩负义。对人好不一定要求回报，但至少也该心纯感激吧。。and i ate cup noodle for my dinner..partly bcoz i wanna save money, partly bcoz i was sick o the food there, and partly bcoz thur was such a bad dae tat it makes no diff whether or not i haf a gd and sumptous dinner.. i nidda empty the dustbins coz the sce students will brg in drinks and food and dirty the classrooms..i nidda arrange the tables and chairs as well bcoz i dun tink she will do it..well, i was rather stressed on thurs, duno why..den tat irritating teacher kips toking to me, even when i told him to shut up coz he was really disturbing me..real irritating person..

anw after the long dae, haf a gd chat w yy..real gd chat..manage to find out sm new things and s, big things which i din noe initially lyk 7895 is not e correct no. , her ranking of the teachers etc..haha so gd to b toking during non working hours, no nida sae call u back later got parent, or all o a sudden p1 chi, 8 to 9.30pm etc.. 有一种同甘共苦的感觉。。on the same boat, tats it..

anw its over!!one more dae down..it seem lyk this mth is passing soo slowly lei..poss bcoz we haf all bin counting down to our last dae..its fri again! i luv fri!!!perhaps this is wad 先苦后甘 means..lousy thur followed by happy fri=)) haha it mux haf been a boring entry for pple reading my blog..coz i mostly relates wad happen at work only..

有时候会想，我是否有和某人擦肩而过但彼此却没发现呢？就像偶像剧里那种情节。。 哈哈，看太多偶像剧了，时常会产生这些幻想。。王子和公主才能 lived happily ever after? 真心喜欢一个人千万不能没有自信。怎样才算真心呢？什么才叫喜欢?对一个没有自信心的人而言， 有自信是多么困难的一件事， 你知道吗。。

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