sat.

i went to work as usual..but smhow i was feeling rather moody..i was telling her its my last sat there and she was rather shocked..subsequently the teachers were shocked too..when they sae they gonna miss me, i feel so sad..i gonna miss them too..我是一个重情重义的人。只要是产生了一段友情，我会非常的舍不得而热泪盈眶。。那一秒钟，我的确感觉到眼泪在我眼睛里打转..这世界是充满爱、充满温暖的。。it happens to be a relief teacher's bdae..she ordered pizza and we all get to eat them=) 没想到好景不长在。。i called to tell her abt tue..tat i nidda go sch and may not b able to make it in tm..and u noe wads her reply?she sae cannot..mux reach there in tm..crazy pple..i dun lyk them..cant they be more flexible..and i tried to tell her tat it will be my first and last two daes there..den she sae y i liddat..only last few daes only still haf such requests..following which she doent want to tok to me anymore, saying tat there is incoming fone calls liao..

我好难过。。或许是对她有些失望也是。。即生气又伤心。。结果我哭了。。我在想既然他们这样，我也不需要太仁慈了。。本来是想这样就算了，但她提起了，我边讲，忍不住哭了。。结果惊动了太后。。没想到她却愿意帮我。。真是太感激了。。一提起那件事就落泪，让我觉得自己很脆弱，很不坚强。。这是似乎是一件非常小的事。。我好像在小题大做。。我讨厌遮掩得自己。。我讨厌这么不坚强的自己。我要变勇敢些。。请告诉我怎样才能让自己更勇敢，更坚强。。有没有什么仙丹有这个作用呢？我想我哭太多了。。眼睛好痛。。

fri.

went to bugis w ying..haha i alwaes tot she will be late but it turns out tat i m the one late and not her..so paiseh lei..haha shdnt alwaes assume things lo..she is sick and i seem rather tired too..both o us seems qt dead..walk see walk see..manage to buy a shirt, or rather a blouse..and sm choc..i was tinking o buying sm choc for my collegues and sm nice teachers and take it as a farewell gift or sth liddat=) a token of remembrance..den went off to kiddy palace to buy sth for the baby..after which went to yishun..

i planned to gif yy a pleasant surprise so i din tell her beforehand i was gg..i wanted it to b a memorable fri there coz subsequent fri i wun be free le..i suppose she was rather shocked to c me..haha which meant i succeeded..it did surprise her!!!but hu noes there's a greater surprise waiting for us..omg..i cant believe it..i was so accurate..i was still saeing if she will appear..after they assured me no, the next sec she came!! really, 说曹操，曹操就到 man...she stayed back to check all the stuff there..and she act tok till abt cloz to 11pm..was ratehr bu shuang w sm o the things she mention but i wasnt as agitated as yy..poor gal...it was meant to be a nice meeting and we jux tok and tok and tok..but her sudden appearance had totally spoilt everyth..b4 we part, there's still a big hug..没想到一个拥抱的力量怎么大，让我心暖和多了。。至少心情有些舒服些。。haha and the guys mux be thinking we are les..great hugs heal the hearts.

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