sch has started for abt a week..omg..its really diff..i mean i expected it to be such a style but i jux haf difficulty accomodating these changes..i am having a hard time now..in every class, the prof starts emphasizing on how impt class participation is, the projects coming up and the datelines due for each report and assignment, plus the bidding of courses lyk which to bid, how much too bid and whether i shd bid them now or later..omg these are all bothering me..pls help me..im real stress now lei...i wanted very much to go out..esp kbox and watch secret..i belief i shd go out this few weeks b4 all the impt datelines draw closer and i m real dead and too bz chiong-ing to go out..class participation is anot difficult thing for me..i guess i will jux get zero for it la! but den it will den imply my GPA will b super lousy since class participation plays such a crucial role to our grades...omg stress again..a lot of readings to do and i spend long hrs reading them..partly bcoz it takes time for me to understand and absorb the content (blame it on my lousy eng=（ ）, and oso since i cant understand most of the stuff, i tend to fall aslp while reading them..stressed up..real stressed..omg and this is only the first wk of sch..argh!!can smone pls help me!!!

oh ydae went back to work again..i noe pple mux b thinking i m crazy..but well, i agreed..partly bcoz i can earn money, but more for my collegue i'd say..i hope i did help her and not create more troubles for her..haiz but back to work means exposure to the ugly reality..but o coz got the kind side of human as well:p went for dinner and ate fish n co..their fish and chips is nice=) but its rather filling...thx for the dinner..thx for the laptop case too=))