Sunday, September 02, 2007
a series of things took place these few daes..of coz there are happy and unhappy stuff..
sat
i agreed to work for them ydae..act they want me to work both weekend de, but i rejected them//and being the beginning of the mth, it was a very busy dae..super busy..one dae alone, i collected a large sum of money (ha but it wasnt mine anw). although she was ard to help me, her only concern was to collect money..and photocopying stuff which was due next week.. alrite i noe its gd to prepare for those materials in advance, but sat lyk so many classes and teachers want to photocopy stuff, so it sort of delayed sm of their printing..anw i work ot again..i stayed back to complete sm stuff..well, there are still mch to be done but i hope i haf helped her..super tired at the end of the dae..luckily rejected working on sun..
fri
went kbox-ing w ade..finally my wish was granted..if i really wanna go kbox, its usu the times when im real sian or feeling down..singing makes me happy..tats y i was rather happy on fri..the kbox session was fun and enjoyable! =D and ade sings real well=)) after the kbox session i went to the mic tea session w ade..except for the part when sm pple take it as their singing session and dedicated songs non stop, its fine:)
thur
当天晚上发生了超难过的事。。我的课上到1845。。下了满大的决心才决定要去的,希望自己可以有个不同的体验。。但,遗憾的事,事情往往事与愿违。。下了课回家,换了衣服吃了晚餐就出去了。幸好有她在我身边,和我‘相依为命’, 不然不知道会怎样。。所以感觉已不是很棒了。。谁也没想到接下来要发生的是更令人扫兴。。事情发生了之后,我更本就不想再踏进去半步。。太难过了,我离开了。。对于那些因为这件事而使那天晚上没那么快乐的人,我非常抱歉。。这是我最不希望看到的。但这也让我看清楚了一些事情。。真正的朋友是在你有难时,会挺身而出,力挺你的人。谢谢你们!!到了地铁站,我根本就不想回家。。不希望让家人看到这样的我。。想找人陪我,但我不晓得要打给谁。。打了,但却不知道该说什么。。幸好最后她来了。。我终于能深刻地体会‘眼泪像断了新鲜的珍珠,一颗一颗掉了下来’这句话。。看到了她,我强忍的泪水也不由自主地流下来了。。那是因为接踵而来所发生的一些事。。我开始后悔了自己的决定和一切。。非常后悔。。哭了,发泄了,舒服多了。过后就到 mac 聊天。。聊了满多的。。很迟才回家。。感到非常抱歉,因为她可能因为迟回而被骂。。太抱歉了。。
朋友是一股支持着人类的力量。。看到了小孩子的纯真会很开心,因为周围的一些人渐渐失去了自己那可爱的纯真。。或许是因为生活中的勾心斗角和尔虞我诈。。我并不需要很多朋友,即使是几个知心的知己,我也会满足的。真的。。
不晓得为什么,现在在阐述着当天的事,心里会酸酸的。。给我一点力量与勇气吧。。
admiring the sunset @ 9:27 AM