woohoo! finally i went out w ying todae!! it was lyk duno since when tat i last saw her...we tok and walked and shopped..tok abt anyth under the sun..tok abt anyth we wanna tok abt..tok abt anyth we are unhappy with..yupp simply anyth..it feels great..i can be myself when i m w her=) i lyk tat feeling!! i hope we can meet up more often..best if its on a regular basis!! alrite i noe it isnt v poss..haha the meeting has brighten up my dae..hmm dunno how to put it..it jux makes me feel comfortable=) manage to take a few photos..wait for her to upload ba:p oh and we both bot shoes=D cool.nice.happy.enjoyable. great hug heals the heart..

oh yea..anot issue..shd i rebond my hair?i haf been thinking abt this for qt sm time liao..in fact very long le..and i still cant make up my mind..my hair is lyk..cmi..so not straight and dry etc..so unconfident of myself..to sm extent, appearance does play an impt part..in other context, appearance play a significant role..dunoo..shd i spend this sm of money and rebond my hair?im afraid i will regret the decision i make..i dun want to haf regrets lo..so shd i?shd i?gif sm suggestions lei..

this week is a real stressful wk for me..its lyk all the projects and everyth all cm liao..u face the reality..all the datelines and everyth..and project work means u hafta work w all kinds o pple..be it u lyk or u r comfortable w, u r jux stuck w them..mb this is wad they wan us to learn..to work w diff pple..im esp stressed on mon..coz its the start of a week..when your old assignments and work r not completed yet, there are new ones coming up..tue oso la..after my acad writing..i haf been thinking abt tat since tue..but i haf been staring at it..i told myself i mux finish it on fri..yet anot part of me sae i cant finish them by fri..haha so i haf been staring at tat qn for hrs and still nth comes to my mind...mb i shd haf a more concrete plan the next tm..and not purely satring at the qn..it will only procastinate my work..i haf a long list of work to do...and the list will only gets longer..haiz..i noe i nidda start studying now but i jux cant seem to brg myself to do it..duno y oso..

okie i shall tok abt the floorball training tat i went on mon..when i jux entered, i din really feel welcome though..qt different frm wad i expected..anw there came the warmup, which is running..feel qt shuang running lei..mb it has been a long time since i last jogged ba..or even exercised..the sweat, the wind, the run - feels great..den theres drills, which is ok..and games..which can be qt tiring..haha but that mb due to my lousy satmina oso la..anw i din regret gg lei..

and the sun trip..although the journey was rather long, at least we haf each other's company to tok on the train so it wasnt tat bad afterall..and the 1st place i went jux reminds me of tat place..the second one was much beta than i tot it would be..din expect to see her there..haha coz she was fotocopying..haha..it was qt a nice trip i would sae..at least gg to places which i dun really go..

时间一分一秒的过去，我又浪费了可以读书的时间了。。随着时间的流逝，有时会感到恐惧，害怕。。是莫名的那一种。。不知道为什么，我会有种孤军作战的感觉。。好像很难交朋友。。或许是因为我的个性吧。。我很想早点把事情做完，但我缺乏动力。。一点动力都没有，怎么叫我自己去做呢？想找人出去，因为那至少让我有个期待，有个推动力， 可以激励我去做我的功课。。但大家好像都在忙各自的事，没什么时间。。有些失落。。为什么我这几天的心情都这么低落？有什么高兴的事要和我分享吗？我需要找到能让自己解压或开心的事。。这样，我才不会那么烦，那么不高兴。。独处的时候，会让我想起些不开心的事情，心情也就会跟着低落。。不知不觉，现在的心情也不是很棒了。。一个拥抱胜过千言万语。。great hug heals the heart..

admiring the sunset @ 11:22 PM