我的第一次就这样毁了)=
Friday, October 05, 2007
alrite..finally its over..the COMM assignment, TWC presentation and FA quiz..i haf only one word to sae. screwed, tats the only word for it..firstly assignment. i act signed off wrongly!! omg..this makes me feel so stupid..then presentation..thats my first presentation lo..the first major presentation of the year, the first major presentation in smu..my part was qt bad la coz i was lyk shivering and so nervous..i kept looking at my script lo and tats bad..i did practice lei..sm how i jux panickes when i stand up there..sad..but our group, on the whole, did qt well..and there is a super good speaker in our grp..he spoke, rather fluently and confidently, and he din prepare any script la..waseh so cool sia!! if only i can present lyk him..i oso noe reading frm script is lyk news paper reporter..i wanna b a presentor too, but i guess im jux not up to it..at least not at the moment..i did tot o not preparing any script oso..but wad if i go up there den totally mind black how???!!
next was the quiz..tats 100 times worse..i did studied for it k..it was an open book paper but well, tat din make much difference..u dun really haf time to refer to books and there isnt much really useful things..as in those u hafta noe u alr noe..i tink its difficult man..and my balance sheet is not balanced!! haha..which means my ans confirm wrong liao..coz as the name suggests, a balance sheet needs to be balanced!!its so irritating la!! my balance sheet is alwaes not balanced man!! den i cant figure out where my mistake is..im super irritated and sian diao..and im act qt shocked they act prepared multiple sets of papers to prevent pple from copying man..smart, cool!!! the qns are the same but the options arent placed in the same manner..this means if u copy frm ur neighbour, u mb mislead by his/her ans, thinking tat urs isnt rite..but so many sets, how are they gg to mark i really wonder..im really impressed..needless to sae the quiz is lyk shit liao..study so hard oso no use..and marks will b deducted for wrong ans too..i hope i wun end up w negative marks man..i seriously hope so..waseh man..first quiz of the year lei..first quiz in smu lo..wad a lousy experience..
anot stressful thing..my acad essay!! argh!! tat is driving me crazy too!!apparently mid term break is next week..but we all noe that it isnt..with all the proj and deadlines, wad a nice break we are having..oh my..its real fast man...转眼间七个星期就这样过去了。。我学了什么呢?我必须好好反省一下。。我本来还是相信的,只要我努力,我尽力,那就足够了。。但是时好像并非如此,除了努力,好需要一点运气,一点内幕。。好沮丧。。
my essay!! when can i get my outline and draft out man?? at this rate im progressing, nv..HELP!! y torture those who cant rite man??
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