last sat i agreed to help them to work again..and i tink im qt responsible lei..at least i stayed back to complete the work for that dae b4 i left, thus ot-ing till abt 640pm..tat dae was qt 'exciting' act..coz i get to hear a few shocking news..

sun was spent doing acad essay..i act took one whole day to rite my essay!!i cant believe it..and its only the writing process lei, not counting the planning and research..i spent too much time on this tat im wondering if i shd haf devotd the time to do other stuff instead..if only time spent α result obtained, tat’d be too wonderful..

den came recess week..tis week passed too quickly..blink blink, its sun liao..most of the time was spent on proj meetings..its more of a proj week than mid term break..mon i had ltb..tue i had acad, twc and fa..it makes me feel lyk im businesswoman, running ard for meetings..all the way from 10am..10-12 to do acad, 1-3 for twc den 4-6 was fa…wed was the only free dae i had for the week..thur was the supposed proj implementation and fri asoc + fa meeting and i spent lyk 12 hours in school..real tired when i reach home liao..pple even suggested to haf meeting on sun, which i firmly object to..but sat still haf anot meeting..and i din do any research for the proj yet..i was too tired i couldn’t stay awake anymore..decided to go zzz and wake up early the next dae to do the research..

alrite sm details on the highlights of the week..

sat.
went to the lib to return books after the meeting..i luv tis grp..meetings are rather productive and we get things done..theres progress each time..wanted to borrow some books as research for my proj den study there..apparently the lib was closed bcoz it’s a public hol todae..i guess we are too bz w our own stuff tat it act slipped our mind todae’s a PH..went to j8 instead..i saw the s&k jacket again!!oh man..wanted so much to buy again la..haha ‘wanted’ which means din buy..someone sae it looks ok nia..anw bot a shirt from s&k instead.


s&k tshirt :)

bot anot shirt as well, but that wasn’t for me..anw, all these (and sm other 有的没的 o coz) amounted to lyk 50 bucks man..i shd start studying liao..the break is gg to end soon and i haf barely touched my book..

fri.
shdnt haf cancelled the thing for asoc la..i dun tink i played an impt role in the rehearsal..i belief they could act do w/o me..it does allow me to get an overview of wads gg to happen on the actual day itself, but more than half the time was spent waiting..waiting for other members and com to come, waiting for the rehearsal to start, waiting for each program item to rehearse their parts..wait, wait and wait..

thur.
its totally screwed..completely man!! irritating la..told them we nid a rehearsal, yet they insisted there isn’t a need to..din lyk it when pple want to get things done via email, esp when there are sm hu din check their mails everydae or jux simply cant be bothered to reply… so in e end nth was done and things are jux left hanging there..din lyk it when pple promised to do sth and volunteered to do it yet, the end result was diff from wad was promised and discussed..din lyk it when pple insisted to get things done as planned when it was alr clear and obvious to all tat we were totally unprepared and problems which we din expect surfaced..din lyk it when pple assumed tat they knew everyth and tat all will jux run smoothly when all the smoothness was bcoz we din plan enuff nor tot thro throughly..mb it was my fault in the first place to haf changed the date..or did i jux brg fwd things tat will occur one dae earlier only?

mb tis is wad teamwork is all abt..mb tis wad proj aims to teach us – to work with one anot and conflict management..mb tis is wad we shd learn – resolving differences among pple..mb tis is wad we call reality - the true colours behind pple’s angelic faces..

i hate all these..pls brg me back to the good olden daes when theres only black and white, and no grey..wads proj all abt?

wed.
the only dae i din go sch..went to meet ser for dinner and pass her the things she wanted..ate at fish and co in the end after walking round and round imm..the staff was, no were qt weird..first was tis gal who intro herself to us den a whole chunk o words, which i couldn’t act catch wad she was saying..following which was this guy who insisted on serving us sth which we din order when we wanted to place our orders..and the gal took anot cup of water when ser requested for more water instead of refilling for her..den lastly there was anot gal hu wanted to refill both of ser cups (yupp rmb? she had two cups nw) when she refilled our cups.. and i tink its sm fish and co tradition to get the bdae gal / guy to stand on the table den sing bdae song for tat person..omg if its me, i tink i will most prob feel so paiseh la..will i really be happy? den went to walk walk..somehow, we kip 电到 each other la..dunno y oso..haha not tat kind of 电 tat u r tinking abt..dun 想歪 :p

tues.
after one whole dae of meetings, i was alr qt tired..cant imagine how its lyk if everydae was spent liddat IF i bcm a OL in future..haha..but i was meeting yy coz she miz yishun and wanted to go take a look, so i accompanied her..

以不同的身份回去，不是回去工作，纯粹是为了探望‘老朋友’，感觉有点不同，还蛮爽的。时代好像变了。。她居然穿短裤和拖鞋上班！那个人所谓的‘formal attire to be presentable’呢？ 她大概会觉得我们很烦吧，心里很可能在想：这两个是谁啊，在我地盘肆无忌惮地，太欠揍了，并决定向那个人complain 也说不定.. 本来想和她聊天的，她看起来很dao, 所以放弃了.. 这让我想起了我第一天上班的情形。。记得那天的我非常anti and quiet..问yy 我们怎么聊开的，她只回答了一句：缘分..的确，很多事是在不知不觉中萌芽的, 缘分把两个来自不同背景的人拉进了，缘分将两个陌生的人变成了好朋友！！

after which we left..wanted to get a drink and yy accompanied me..i din noe ntuc closes so early..anw, after buying the drink we tok..abt anyth we could think of, anyth we wanna update each other abt, any gossip we wanted to share..she seem a bit sian diao to hear news frm tat place..i will try to refrain myself frm updating her abt tat..yupp try (: it was a gd chat indeed=))

在认识新朋友时，自我封闭只是个保护自己的方法而已.. 我不能像个social butterfly, 自在地和初次见面的人谈天说地。。much as i hope i can, i failed to do so. 所以，有时候真的很珍惜和朋友在一起相处的时间。。因为那会是我最舒服，自在的时刻..认识我久的人会发现，我其实并不是个quiet person..我也可以玩得很疯的..

我怀念的是无话不说..