there are times that I cant help but think why
why the difference after that
what actually happened to cause that
but never have the courage to really ask why

there are times that I thought maybe things arent that bad
maybe things are improving already
but moments later I would be wondering again
maybe moments ago I was just imagining for something that dont even exist in the first place

there are times that I hope
time can bring me back to the good old days
and there is some magic I know to freeze time then
but no one ever taught me the magic to bring time back

there are times that I felt tempted to
yet sometimes the frequency seemed to have disappeared
not knowing what to do
but probably fine tuing first would help

admiring the sunset @ 11:09 PM